Friday, December 18, 2009

  1. I think I will go forward all the signs point that way even when i try to keep what i have and make it work, others seem to keep pushing me to go forward on my own path. I will be looking at subleases tomorrow, would be nice to have a home again , a place to relax so that is my sign this week.

Monday, December 7, 2009

Rainy Days

Have you ever felt trapped in your own life ? How can one person make so many happy all the time ?

if your supposed to make yourself happy first , why then are you told you are selfish for doing it?

it seems the more I try to make myself happy I am pulled in different mental directions.

another saying is how you are supposed live each day like it is your last

well i don't want to do anything normal on my last day thats for sure

Id like to travel and see the sun rise from a different view

road sings

i geuss it depend on what u want as to witch ones u fallow

but how do u know what u realy want ?? if you dont try one direction or another

i cant decide on a path so i stand at a four way stop and stare at my choices

the sleep has cleared my mind (somewhat) *;*

still i wonder

do i stay where i am safe but not satisfied do i go with no love

do i turn towards adventure or towards obscurity

four directions but witch one

so on my lil journey standing at my road signs i have found a comfort zone

i can always turn back... right ???

but if i do turn back will it be the same or will i return to find that i have been left behind?

and if it is the same isnt that what im trying new roads for ??

decisions decisions decisions

sleep how i wish i could

Another day with lots of things and not one of them held my attention for more then a few hours on

at what point do we actually notice the environment we live in ( and im not talking going green )

our soundings the path we take every day just to go to a place we have been 100 times before (work,store.. etc)

yet do we notice the path less traveled to that place, take a different rout , change the direction in with we live??

again the signs are right there but i don't think to read them or acknowledge that they exist

back to road signs

Coat Hangers

ever notice that kitchen knives are like wire coat hangers?

Thursday, January 29, 2009

Hi every one I hope all is well out there in the world.
I have started back to school after 18 years ... all i can say is Wow ..
all though i may have gained wisdom i am still a scared kid on the first day of school .
believe it or not , i had the sweaty palms and racing heart my eyes wide and short shallow breaths.
as my first week ended and i received my grades for all the work i did... i found my self with a 90% i missed only one question ... so the panic paid off with a great grade Ya me .
so i hope i never loose the drive (fear) that got me that 90 lol
OK just thought i would share this with you ..